All around me in my world of the North Georgia mountains, I see daffodils blooming along roadsides and in yards. Some of those roadside daffodils were planted by an unknown gardener in a homeplace years ago. Many of my memories of childhood include daffodils, whether at my grandmother’s house or at our old homeplace in the mountain. I remember picking a few to put on my grandfather’s grave. To me, daffodils personify spring and resurrection. I don’t believe in picking daffodils, or flowers in my yard, only to throw them into the trashcan when the flowers are spent. I have reverence for them.

To a Daffodil

blooming among your sisters

along the roadside, in years past

a trail of dirt and dust,

now a black ribbon of asphalt.

 

Once upon a time

in an old homeplace,

someone dreamed of what

you would become.

 

You were not like the others

bearing single trumpets,

growing farther down the hill.

Your stem carried a flower

dressed in layers of petals

so heavy the stem bent.

You wept as your face lay

in the damp soil near a ditch,

your hopes for spring dashed.

 

I could not leave you there.

Your fate was worse than death.

So I plucked you from your sisters,

your destiny found in the crystal vase

on the counter by my kitchen sink.

 

I loved the soft scent of you.

Your elegance and grace

brought life to a dull world

of kitchen grease and dreams

swirling down a drain.

 

You lifted yourself

in golden yellow glory.

You raised your face

as far as you could

before your soft petals

turned crisp and opaque

like tissue paper.

 

It was time for you to go—

     not into the trash bin,

     not into the weeds.

I lifted you from silky water,

 carried you in my hand

like a royal scepter,

and plodded along in sadness

until I reached your home

by the roadside—

near a roll of unused black cable

and a telephone pole

that smells of creosote.

 

Beauty in spite of circumstance.

Sleep among your sisters now

until their time comes to an end.

Your life was ephemeral

as is true for all of us.

 

 

Carroll S. Taylor

 

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